Too depressing.

Went out with friends after college today. Didn’t wanna go home so went out with L after a steamboat dinner with the girls. Chatted in McD’s for a while, just talking bout stuff. I’ve only known L for about 2 weeks plus so it was still kind of… awkward. But anyway, we didn’t go out in a date date kind of way… just as friends. We talked bout food, relationships, pool… random stuff.

But somehow, today just was depressing. College was depressing. Assignments suck. Oh but amazingly, I got a 4.5/5 percent for my philosophy quiz!!! Still, other than that highlight of the day, everything just seemed dreary and grey and absolutely dismal. Ugh.

I keep thinking about him. Not as in a I-regret-breaking-up way, but more like in a nostalgic way. I miss our hugs, and kisses, and cuddles, and sharing food and doing all those couple stuff. I miss someone to lean on.

 =((